I didn't know there were so many other people in the world who are in the same situation, so reading others' stories is reassuring in that I realise I'm not alone in my aloneness. We have fallen into a rut and the excitement of the early days have faded and the connection we shared seems to have disappeared. know my husband and I are like strangers in our home. And if you ask her about her marriage, she feels its ok and everything is fine. This morning, the need to be held was so overwhelming, I didn't think I could bear it. You shouldn't have to force someone to make a space in their life for you, because if they... She gets mad and say I'm cheating don't this and that when I don't want to have sex. All them years days and time she rejected my played my face.
My mind and ego tell me to work it out, it's what I'm supposed to do, it's the sensible thing to do. than 2 months since I posted my first story...thanks to the people who responded. know nothing about....u are asleep and I have a battle zone going on within my heart. It is my fault that I wanted soft sweet kisses before I fell asleep - you denied me It is my fault that I wanted a hug when I felt sad... (my husband goes more than me).showed up at our house looking for my husband... I didn't want my son to grow up without me in his life. We got married 1.5 years ago and the second we got back from our honeymoon all affection and intimacy stopped like a light switch. He is a liar, addicted to **** who doesn't want to have sex with me.
Things have moved on and I feel like posting again. When I last posted I mentioned how my wife had gone from no sex, to no kissing and really no... and im only doing this cuz no one really knows who i am. Here I am lying in bed writing this and another night by myself. He's asleep in a single bed with our 9 year old daughter. my father had a very hard marriage to my mother as well. We've had talk after talk about how I need more physical affection and he claims he's crazy in love with me. Sometimes we do petting but I feel like I married a teenager. for things to slow down but the past three plus we are more like brother and sister.
During this time, I totally devoted my life to being a loyal wife and a good mother. i am 5 1/2 months pregnant but i dont want this baby. i wanted a family and still do but this is very bad timing for a baby... I was an insecure, scared child at the time, and all I knew was that I loved this fun-loving guy and I was comfortable and safe with him. I took my girls kayaking then I cooked dinner and am now sitting by myself. It started a few months ago and our daughter asked my husband (h) and her father to sleep in her bed with her. but she seems to prefer spending time with it than me. without even realizing it, I went down the same path as my father. He seems to be okay with everything but I am not and its frustrating.
Now that my baby is 17, we finally have time for us. So when he proposed, I said yes, even though I knew I wasn't ready. U are so self centred u can't see 2 feet ahead of u. We hade fun togheter and we did everything together. Her sister didn't invited us to her wedding, and her family took the sister side. Oh sure we talk and take care of kids etc but you can't have any deep meaningful conversation when someone's attention is divided if not elsewhere. I don't know if he is really okay with it or just not saying anything because of the kids. and playful and I still look at her breasts and *** when she's near me.
Someday ur gonna miss all the times I asked for a kiss and u didn't give me one Someday ur gonna miss me asking for a foot massage after a 12 hour set up day and u didn't bother with me Someday ur gonna miss having me...
Member of “ILIASM” comprise all ages, walks of life, economic classes, and nationalities... Everyone loves her and she truly is a great person and a terrific mother. It's been 19 years, but it's been bad for so long, I don't even know what a healthy relationship is anymore. Things could be as simple as keeping her own nails clean or keeping the house clean. Is it even possible once we've drifted so far apart? who awakens a woman's love with no intention of loving her" -Bob Marley I don't think one should waste their time on someone who only wants you around when it's convenient for them.
Last weekend I cooked a special dinner...candles...trying to rekindle what we once had. I told him I had prepared a special dinner for him. dealing with sexless marriages have -- for years -- sought and offered support at the Experience Project in the experience “I Live In A Sexless Marriage” and related experiences. I hate answering by saying "I'm fine" when really I'm not! She is very caring and friendly with everyone and tends to thier needs. when we met the chase his perspective on life dreams ambition morals where everything I ever wanted in life ," he is still my dream guy " with no buts , just desire I desire the free man I met I desire the chase I desire... Due to her anxiety or whatever it is - she gets distracted and does not take care of things. I mean absolutely none left but managed to rekindle the fire with them? Has anyone done that successfully with their spouse? I would have stayed single 4 life and only had friends.
He doesn't want me to do anything but stay at home. Someone who knows when I need some attention, when I need to offload & talk about my day. Someone who is 1,000 miles away but always makes me feel special. I do not know why she is always upset and anxious when she is at home. OH was asleep at the time, so I tried waking him up with kisses down his back.
I hate not having someone to sit up with, chat to, laugh with & be intimate with. Then I wonder why I constantly crave communication from someone else. This morning I made two attempts at a quickie while the kids were adequately occupied.
As I sit here having a one sided conversation with my husband, I'm getting very little response in return. I admit it was me that chose to marry eventhough my family warned me about her yet I insisted. Impossible so *any* opportunity the presents itself is jumped on (pun intended).
I've got such a horrible selfish wife you wouldn't believe she has turned every second of my life into a bitter experience and nobody is to blame but myself. I ask him where he was going, and he tells me he's leaving to Mexico for another week. I feel selfish for wanting to cuddle wanting to be kissed I just want to feel loved again I'm so lonely like most of the time I'm alone At least no one's ever been in love with him. And she's gonna treat him like **** because he's gonna kiss her *** for giving him what he's built-up in his mind as the end-all, be-all of human existance. I've had that feeling many times but foolishly chose to ignore it, looking back I can see the times where I failed to trust my own judgement, those where I...